Friday, May 30, 2008
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Haha i'm at work now, stoning away as i was the only one left here so why not use some time to blog instead while earning OT :) exactly 6 weeks to end of extended contract. 1.5mths.
This morning i nearly cant open my freaking tired eyes, eyelids were so damn heavy. Blame it on me for sleeping so late last night -_- Had a weird dream anyway but i cant really recall what i dreamt. I hate getting up so early esp on Sat, and esp to work. Sat is supposed to be a day for me or maybe for all of us to recharge after one whole row of 5 hectic working days but for the sake of earning OT i pushed myself bit more because i know i will regret if i don't earn as much as i can. I need money i seriously need ALOT of money.. To satisfy my insatiable desires, no not money minded but i need money for lot of things like pursuing bigger bike,going overseas with friends, scuba diving,thai boxing, leisure,etc etc and e list goes on...Been talking about scuba diving but it seems so distance away i dunno why..and i wanna go different places to hike...i wanna climb mountains...all outdoors activities...all water sports wakeboarding..scuba diving...freefalling..been talking about these things and i hope through uni i could know more friends who are into these activities. I realli realli hope i have not been dreaming all the while i wanna achieve what i want. My 20s i don't wanna waste my youth doing the things what the common herd is doing.
Ha wondering hows uni orientation is like...shd i go or shd i not...i hate playing stupid games and throwing myself into awkward situation just like in JC orientation. LOL. But i hate the idea of starting sch with no clicks. Talking about lectures and tutorials i hope i can adjust my mindset before i start uni if not i will still be the same old me skipping lectures n tutorials during my JC days. No more slack its time to build my own future..no more deceiving myself...no more going against the society and most importantly i got to overcome my stupid mindset.
Sometimes i really don't whats going through those street gang minds..while riding home last night past midnight, there was this group of stupid retarded ppl doing stunts in the middle of the road. I horn them of course but instead of giving way some of them actually challenged me by standing in my way..I was forced to slow down by hard braking and only then they moved away...Idotic delinquents risking their their life tot its so COOL n IMPRESSIVE to display indecent behaviour in the public. Hope they can wake up their ideas.
This morning i nearly cant open my freaking tired eyes, eyelids were so damn heavy. Blame it on me for sleeping so late last night -_- Had a weird dream anyway but i cant really recall what i dreamt. I hate getting up so early esp on Sat, and esp to work. Sat is supposed to be a day for me or maybe for all of us to recharge after one whole row of 5 hectic working days but for the sake of earning OT i pushed myself bit more because i know i will regret if i don't earn as much as i can. I need money i seriously need ALOT of money.. To satisfy my insatiable desires, no not money minded but i need money for lot of things like pursuing bigger bike,going overseas with friends, scuba diving,thai boxing, leisure,etc etc and e list goes on...Been talking about scuba diving but it seems so distance away i dunno why..and i wanna go different places to hike...i wanna climb mountains...all outdoors activities...all water sports wakeboarding..scuba diving...freefalling..been talking about these things and i hope through uni i could know more friends who are into these activities. I realli realli hope i have not been dreaming all the while i wanna achieve what i want. My 20s i don't wanna waste my youth doing the things what the common herd is doing.
Ha wondering hows uni orientation is like...shd i go or shd i not...i hate playing stupid games and throwing myself into awkward situation just like in JC orientation. LOL. But i hate the idea of starting sch with no clicks. Talking about lectures and tutorials i hope i can adjust my mindset before i start uni if not i will still be the same old me skipping lectures n tutorials during my JC days. No more slack its time to build my own future..no more deceiving myself...no more going against the society and most importantly i got to overcome my stupid mindset.
Sometimes i really don't whats going through those street gang minds..while riding home last night past midnight, there was this group of stupid retarded ppl doing stunts in the middle of the road. I horn them of course but instead of giving way some of them actually challenged me by standing in my way..I was forced to slow down by hard braking and only then they moved away...Idotic delinquents risking their their life tot its so COOL n IMPRESSIVE to display indecent behaviour in the public. Hope they can wake up their ideas.
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