Friday, November 14, 2008
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12:13 PM
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Hi Kevin,
Thank you for your keen interest in the Singapore Police Force.
We are currently processing your application.
Regards,Vincent
TanPolice Recruitment Division,
MPDSingapore Police Force
Damn its been a month plus and u guys are still processing my application. -_- "
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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6:40 PM
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Just another freaking day sitting on the yellowish stained office chair and another day to strain my eyes staring at the bloody comp for hrs. The whole office is freezing cold and my hands are aching. Phone rang at different corners every now and then and ppl walking in and out at almost every min intervals and the noise of the high heel shoes impacting the wooden tiles n photocopying machine is irritating to high heaven. Boss walking around questioning his staff and and people voicing out their discontent to one another. Sick shit office work i shd say , luckily i'm just a nobody there , a heck care temp staff surfing internet like nobody business. But i hate to be caught in the midst of all these crappy happenings in this bloody office.
Damn i'm financially screw up recently and i got to hold back the idea of buying myself a brand new PS3 console. X box 360 is really a letdown..it has this existing problem of hardware failure due to poor ventilation system in e console. Damn. Kindda pissed off by the world. Every now and then when i think back of how uni shit made me withdrew from the programme and how my parents and relatives slapped those unsupportive n unkind remarks and so call advices on my face i got all boiled up. Which of the things that i have done had never met strong resistance from them? All they know is dangerous dangerous , com on i have very wild gene in me just too bad and i'm not as humji as u ppl. I know what i'm doing and i need no advice from u ppl. Life simply sucks for u guys for life for u ppl is just making money. No life.
2 more months before enrolling for Class 2A :) Cant wait to sit on Super 4 bike in SSDC. Hopefully i cant clear 2A TP with first attempt again and i cant wait to upgrade my bike. My current bike is really underpowered. Its just a 125cc bike. Next bike i getting is a racing 4 stroke 400cc RVF sportsbike with powerful V4 engine. Can reach 100km/hr in just 4 seconds yeah! :)
Sunday, November 9, 2008
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9:16 AM
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Had a great time yesterday during Mindice 21st celebration held at the function room at Weiliang's place. This couple ( Weiliang n Mindice ) who are my very very good friends share a very very unique and fulfilling love. Really envy them man haha in a few yrs times i think they shd be able to settle down already haha :) Got to catch up with a few friends whom i have not met for couple of years and some of them i really tot i won't have the chance to meet up with them again ,for example Shi Xuan, Angela , Kar Liang , Fuwen and Jingyi haha. I became very very talkative yesterday as a result and not to forget the crappy yet funny Karaoke session with Ah Tan, Eunice , Zhen Hao , Johny ,Zhi Wei and Zhi Hao. Oh yeah Derek was there 2. Seriously AISS friends are the best among my circle of friends.
And so third week into working in Comfort Delgro. We sort of shifted to a newly renovated office and i was e first to cope the desk at e last row hohoho now i can surf internet like nobody business liao heh heh... Things that i been doing admin lor..filing documents,photocopying and some data entry damn sian no action one haha. Time seems to drag ass during work also. Saving up some money so i can buy myself a PS3 40gb n renew my bike insurance and yeah talking about bike, I'm going for class 2A soon le next yr Jan 10th hope can pass my 2A TP with first attempt like what happened for my previous class 2B. Been eyeing RVF400 as my next bike hehe. Waiting and waiting....Why i haven hear from SPF for almost 1 month? Friends told me have to wait at least for 3 mths wah lao ehhh...how come?? So far singlehood has been good for me well at least i dont have to let myself get affected emotionally over love matters.. Hear too many stories, sometimes it sets me wondering whats exactly love? Is it something that will fade along with time? Its beautiful yes but do we really know how to love a person in e right way? to love someone in your way but not the way she wants.. or to love someone the way she wants but its hard on you. If a relationship is strong and real it will definitely stand any test that comes along and only will it become even stronger if its not, a simple trivial issue is enough to shatter the whole relationship. Here are some photos taken during Mindice 21st haaa..      Ppl I'm Kevin Zeng signing off haha... ZZzzzz
Friday, October 24, 2008
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11:47 AM
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So...yup,I'm done, i'm officially out from NTU. A decision which i tot i didn't have enuf courage to make in e past had finally been made. All e pain and struggle of studying sth which i have e least interest in was gone. A weight off my shoulders i would say...
Applied for Junior police officer but it seems like ages before they could get back to me. Heard that their admin work is horrible haha well lets hope i can get in soon. Planning to sign on for couple of yrs and maybe pursue NIE 4yrs course to be a sec sch teacher. Ppl may ask me why sign on police n not straight away pursue NIE? Well people being a police officer has been my dream ever since i was a child. Teaching and sharing my experience with e younger generation is sth i also enjoy doing too. I don intend to sign on with police til i'm old but i would love to get a few yrs of work experience in e police force. So while waiting for bond signing i'm working at Comfort Delgro engineering as a temp admin staff, i can simply say office work sucks haha...too boring and i seem to be e youngest there man haaa.....
Monday, September 29, 2008
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10:28 AM
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A simple action which i tot everyone would dismissed it as a normal casual conversation but no it stirred alot of misunderstandings and worst of all i got scolded by my leader. I got to admit i was very furious at e very moment you rained scoldings on me but after i reflected on e whole incident after i cooled down, i realised u do have yr reasons for scolding me and i know it was partly my fault too.
But you see it was actually nth at all!! Maybe sometimes e way i do things is alittle bit too straight forward and they tend to be misunderstood. Grace i'm so sorry really but i do hope u understand tat i meant nth at all. Sorry if my way of handling stuffs seem questionable but e truth is my intention is very very simple,just so simple nth to be doubtful of. Maybe i shd have put myself in yr shoes and see things from yr perspective which i failed to do so and i regretted for not doing so. I just want to let u know that i'm 21 and i am matured enough to think for myself and to draw clear lines between whats wrong n right. Believe me my intention is simple but i do understand from your side.
All in all i reali wanna clear up e mess. Hope we can clear things up after we have a talk.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
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11:31 PM
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Term break now...as much as i want to study and understand all the concepts taught , i simply cant. Its not easy for me as my foundation in physics has been quite weak all along ever since sec 3 and i cant realli master e skill of analysing and applying formulas to solve those problematic Physics Qns. Even my strongest subject,mathematics,seems shaky. Part 2 of first semester is just days ahead and lecture notes are getting thicker n thicker and tutorials piling up gosh i really dont understand! I studied i really did but the most recent tutorial i cant even sovle a single qn out of 5. Life's getting dry in uni and the feeling of being cooped up in a small corner of my study room, staring at e questions and cracking yr head to solve e qns but to no avail is really a torment. I wanna break FREE!! Suddenly i feel like going for overseas holidays, feel like putting everything aside and travel to different parts of e world. Frankly speaking S'pore is 2 boring... no clean crystal clear sea water for snorkelling or do some nice nice water sports. No 4 seasons. 2 developed 2 stressful and in S'pore speed limit is onli 90km/hr yeah. I'm being cooped up! But i don't have e financial power n time to travel as of now..... I received this piece of devastating news from e dentist days ago n i din know the truth was so much worse than i have expected. I went to replace e fluoride filling which had dropped off from my front tooth and to my horror the cavity has became bigger! The dentist told me its gonna be the last time he could replace e filling for e cavity is realli big and my that my front tooth might chipped off if i were to bite something real hard. If this really happens, i will have to go for teeth crown, a special single artificial tooth. It cost around 750-1500!!!! Man shits happen now n then and i hate to let this dental issue eat into my savings for my class 2 bike. Its realli getting on my nerve! Chance upon this nice song on power 98 and this song simply keeps playing on my mind. Anyway this song is ' The man who cant be moved' I also want to be e man who cant be moved haha when it comes to waiting for someone who i love. hehe.
Monday, September 15, 2008
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11:25 AM
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Just came back from attending cousin wedding buffet dinner in Malaysia. Wedding here wedding there nowdays wedding is like a fashion trend going hahaha..Well to me marriage is like ermmmmm end to a person's freedom? more responsibilies? more problems and so on.. Life is so damn stupid why must we get sick of something that we see or do everyday. I have mixed feelings regarding marriages! haha well i'm just 21 still a long way to go before talking about settling down. I still got my damn 4 yrs dreadful sucky painful crappy and irritating University course to finish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMN IT!
I went to Police webby to look up on their rank and salary scale , well with my A level Qualification i can onli be a small police officer fetching a monthly pay of 2000plus. Thats very little to me but u know what? Life is short la don need to put yourself through shit n get nth out from it. My friend graduated from uni with a third class engineering and freak! He is still jobless after few mths! And some jobs even need u to go through some crap probation to see if u can make the mark. Com on I HATE THIS! ! ! Well this world is all about money! Money controls the world! Its e root of all evil deeds of mankind! But without it the world will stop spinning, ppl study n work their whole life for e sake of money..So don;t ever look down on that small little piece of 5 dollar notes! It controls our life. Hahaha.
Well i think i going crazy soon if this goes on and on and on...stuffing those whole big chunk of formulas and notes into my brain.I seriously think Uni is making fun of us. They expect us to study like we have no life. Today i woke up late for e LAB session and u know what? I feel nothing about it..I heck care it and go back to slp and by then i just realised how much passion i have left for studies. IF this goes on and push me nearer to e edge i am realli going to think about working already. At least can buy a house after few yrs and buy myself my dream bike.
I HATE CARSSSSSSSSS........
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