Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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Wooo into e third week of uni. Made some gd friends around here n there haha most impt i found my clicks..attend lect tgt,eat lunch tgt and talk rubbish tgt hahaa...
Its kindda tiring to print notes , to attend endless lect and tutorials. All these stuffs are drving me crazy!! Independent learning..must be self motivated and most impt of all effective time management. Do i have what it takes? Arghh time can make everything known to me.
Oh ya i joined dragonboat as my cca. Reason being ha i love sports that focus on team spirit and most impt of all brings my fitness to the next up up up n up level haha but e first training was like hell , it left me vomiting in e toilet n gosh two cramped up legs for nearly half an hr. Yes i suffered , it was very miserable n i had to hide myself in e toilet as i was temporaily 'immobilised' by e terrible cramps on my legs. The training is no joke. It really made me disheartened. Quiting was what i had tot of. Nah It was jus a thought. Commandos don't quit.
What i actually did next was to do a self reflection in my hall. Tots swirling around and i cant think straight, piles of tutorials on e corner of my desk and a empty wallet on top. I realised i'm going through some rough patches, i'm 21 and its time to focus on what i have to do for a better future ahead but it seems that i lack e motivation n passion which i would never run out of in e past. I wondered would i be worrying about my financial status had i not been so stubborn to spend so much money on useless stuffs and only to regret it after some times. CRT lenses stupid ex LG phones and a xbox 360 with serious hardware failure n a over priced but under power motorbike. I wondered would i worrying about my fitness level had i make it a point to exercise more before going into dragonboat? I wondered would i be worrying about my academic had i put in more effort to study during my jc school term?
Well one thing which makes me feel better is i know i have alot of friends around me supporting me. A person must have a good network of friends in order to survive and i do know friends are part of my life n i cant do without them. I joined Yee Shang they all for church service again in search of spiritual support and it did help ...Wonderful encouraging speeches made by special guest realli inspired me alot. Got to know this girl named Yulu in their cell group who is actually studying e same course as me!so qiao.. HAha got time perhaps can intro me to yr 'once loners' clicks haha..Alright ppl time to move on..nah if u think i gonna quit its impossible but friends, do pray for me to remain strong in time of adversities.
Its kindda tiring to print notes , to attend endless lect and tutorials. All these stuffs are drving me crazy!! Independent learning..must be self motivated and most impt of all effective time management. Do i have what it takes? Arghh time can make everything known to me.
Oh ya i joined dragonboat as my cca. Reason being ha i love sports that focus on team spirit and most impt of all brings my fitness to the next up up up n up level haha but e first training was like hell , it left me vomiting in e toilet n gosh two cramped up legs for nearly half an hr. Yes i suffered , it was very miserable n i had to hide myself in e toilet as i was temporaily 'immobilised' by e terrible cramps on my legs. The training is no joke. It really made me disheartened. Quiting was what i had tot of. Nah It was jus a thought. Commandos don't quit.
What i actually did next was to do a self reflection in my hall. Tots swirling around and i cant think straight, piles of tutorials on e corner of my desk and a empty wallet on top. I realised i'm going through some rough patches, i'm 21 and its time to focus on what i have to do for a better future ahead but it seems that i lack e motivation n passion which i would never run out of in e past. I wondered would i be worrying about my financial status had i not been so stubborn to spend so much money on useless stuffs and only to regret it after some times. CRT lenses stupid ex LG phones and a xbox 360 with serious hardware failure n a over priced but under power motorbike. I wondered would i worrying about my fitness level had i make it a point to exercise more before going into dragonboat? I wondered would i be worrying about my academic had i put in more effort to study during my jc school term?
Well one thing which makes me feel better is i know i have alot of friends around me supporting me. A person must have a good network of friends in order to survive and i do know friends are part of my life n i cant do without them. I joined Yee Shang they all for church service again in search of spiritual support and it did help ...Wonderful encouraging speeches made by special guest realli inspired me alot. Got to know this girl named Yulu in their cell group who is actually studying e same course as me!so qiao.. HAha got time perhaps can intro me to yr 'once loners' clicks haha..Alright ppl time to move on..nah if u think i gonna quit its impossible but friends, do pray for me to remain strong in time of adversities.
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