Friday, November 14, 2008
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12:13 PM
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Hi Kevin,
Thank you for your keen interest in the Singapore Police Force.
We are currently processing your application.
Regards,Vincent
TanPolice Recruitment Division,
MPDSingapore Police Force
Damn its been a month plus and u guys are still processing my application. -_- "
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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6:40 PM
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Just another freaking day sitting on the yellowish stained office chair and another day to strain my eyes staring at the bloody comp for hrs. The whole office is freezing cold and my hands are aching. Phone rang at different corners every now and then and ppl walking in and out at almost every min intervals and the noise of the high heel shoes impacting the wooden tiles n photocopying machine is irritating to high heaven. Boss walking around questioning his staff and and people voicing out their discontent to one another. Sick shit office work i shd say , luckily i'm just a nobody there , a heck care temp staff surfing internet like nobody business. But i hate to be caught in the midst of all these crappy happenings in this bloody office.
Damn i'm financially screw up recently and i got to hold back the idea of buying myself a brand new PS3 console. X box 360 is really a letdown..it has this existing problem of hardware failure due to poor ventilation system in e console. Damn. Kindda pissed off by the world. Every now and then when i think back of how uni shit made me withdrew from the programme and how my parents and relatives slapped those unsupportive n unkind remarks and so call advices on my face i got all boiled up. Which of the things that i have done had never met strong resistance from them? All they know is dangerous dangerous , com on i have very wild gene in me just too bad and i'm not as humji as u ppl. I know what i'm doing and i need no advice from u ppl. Life simply sucks for u guys for life for u ppl is just making money. No life.
2 more months before enrolling for Class 2A :) Cant wait to sit on Super 4 bike in SSDC. Hopefully i cant clear 2A TP with first attempt again and i cant wait to upgrade my bike. My current bike is really underpowered. Its just a 125cc bike. Next bike i getting is a racing 4 stroke 400cc RVF sportsbike with powerful V4 engine. Can reach 100km/hr in just 4 seconds yeah! :)
Sunday, November 9, 2008
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9:16 AM
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Had a great time yesterday during Mindice 21st celebration held at the function room at Weiliang's place. This couple ( Weiliang n Mindice ) who are my very very good friends share a very very unique and fulfilling love. Really envy them man haha in a few yrs times i think they shd be able to settle down already haha :) Got to catch up with a few friends whom i have not met for couple of years and some of them i really tot i won't have the chance to meet up with them again ,for example Shi Xuan, Angela , Kar Liang , Fuwen and Jingyi haha. I became very very talkative yesterday as a result and not to forget the crappy yet funny Karaoke session with Ah Tan, Eunice , Zhen Hao , Johny ,Zhi Wei and Zhi Hao. Oh yeah Derek was there 2. Seriously AISS friends are the best among my circle of friends.
And so third week into working in Comfort Delgro. We sort of shifted to a newly renovated office and i was e first to cope the desk at e last row hohoho now i can surf internet like nobody business liao heh heh... Things that i been doing admin lor..filing documents,photocopying and some data entry damn sian no action one haha. Time seems to drag ass during work also. Saving up some money so i can buy myself a PS3 40gb n renew my bike insurance and yeah talking about bike, I'm going for class 2A soon le next yr Jan 10th hope can pass my 2A TP with first attempt like what happened for my previous class 2B. Been eyeing RVF400 as my next bike hehe. Waiting and waiting....Why i haven hear from SPF for almost 1 month? Friends told me have to wait at least for 3 mths wah lao ehhh...how come?? So far singlehood has been good for me well at least i dont have to let myself get affected emotionally over love matters.. Hear too many stories, sometimes it sets me wondering whats exactly love? Is it something that will fade along with time? Its beautiful yes but do we really know how to love a person in e right way? to love someone in your way but not the way she wants.. or to love someone the way she wants but its hard on you. If a relationship is strong and real it will definitely stand any test that comes along and only will it become even stronger if its not, a simple trivial issue is enough to shatter the whole relationship. Here are some photos taken during Mindice 21st haaa..      Ppl I'm Kevin Zeng signing off haha... ZZzzzz
Friday, October 24, 2008
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11:47 AM
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So...yup,I'm done, i'm officially out from NTU. A decision which i tot i didn't have enuf courage to make in e past had finally been made. All e pain and struggle of studying sth which i have e least interest in was gone. A weight off my shoulders i would say...
Applied for Junior police officer but it seems like ages before they could get back to me. Heard that their admin work is horrible haha well lets hope i can get in soon. Planning to sign on for couple of yrs and maybe pursue NIE 4yrs course to be a sec sch teacher. Ppl may ask me why sign on police n not straight away pursue NIE? Well people being a police officer has been my dream ever since i was a child. Teaching and sharing my experience with e younger generation is sth i also enjoy doing too. I don intend to sign on with police til i'm old but i would love to get a few yrs of work experience in e police force. So while waiting for bond signing i'm working at Comfort Delgro engineering as a temp admin staff, i can simply say office work sucks haha...too boring and i seem to be e youngest there man haaa.....
Monday, September 29, 2008
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10:28 AM
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A simple action which i tot everyone would dismissed it as a normal casual conversation but no it stirred alot of misunderstandings and worst of all i got scolded by my leader. I got to admit i was very furious at e very moment you rained scoldings on me but after i reflected on e whole incident after i cooled down, i realised u do have yr reasons for scolding me and i know it was partly my fault too.
But you see it was actually nth at all!! Maybe sometimes e way i do things is alittle bit too straight forward and they tend to be misunderstood. Grace i'm so sorry really but i do hope u understand tat i meant nth at all. Sorry if my way of handling stuffs seem questionable but e truth is my intention is very very simple,just so simple nth to be doubtful of. Maybe i shd have put myself in yr shoes and see things from yr perspective which i failed to do so and i regretted for not doing so. I just want to let u know that i'm 21 and i am matured enough to think for myself and to draw clear lines between whats wrong n right. Believe me my intention is simple but i do understand from your side.
All in all i reali wanna clear up e mess. Hope we can clear things up after we have a talk.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
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11:31 PM
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Term break now...as much as i want to study and understand all the concepts taught , i simply cant. Its not easy for me as my foundation in physics has been quite weak all along ever since sec 3 and i cant realli master e skill of analysing and applying formulas to solve those problematic Physics Qns. Even my strongest subject,mathematics,seems shaky. Part 2 of first semester is just days ahead and lecture notes are getting thicker n thicker and tutorials piling up gosh i really dont understand! I studied i really did but the most recent tutorial i cant even sovle a single qn out of 5. Life's getting dry in uni and the feeling of being cooped up in a small corner of my study room, staring at e questions and cracking yr head to solve e qns but to no avail is really a torment. I wanna break FREE!! Suddenly i feel like going for overseas holidays, feel like putting everything aside and travel to different parts of e world. Frankly speaking S'pore is 2 boring... no clean crystal clear sea water for snorkelling or do some nice nice water sports. No 4 seasons. 2 developed 2 stressful and in S'pore speed limit is onli 90km/hr yeah. I'm being cooped up! But i don't have e financial power n time to travel as of now..... I received this piece of devastating news from e dentist days ago n i din know the truth was so much worse than i have expected. I went to replace e fluoride filling which had dropped off from my front tooth and to my horror the cavity has became bigger! The dentist told me its gonna be the last time he could replace e filling for e cavity is realli big and my that my front tooth might chipped off if i were to bite something real hard. If this really happens, i will have to go for teeth crown, a special single artificial tooth. It cost around 750-1500!!!! Man shits happen now n then and i hate to let this dental issue eat into my savings for my class 2 bike. Its realli getting on my nerve! Chance upon this nice song on power 98 and this song simply keeps playing on my mind. Anyway this song is ' The man who cant be moved' I also want to be e man who cant be moved haha when it comes to waiting for someone who i love. hehe.
Monday, September 15, 2008
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11:25 AM
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Just came back from attending cousin wedding buffet dinner in Malaysia. Wedding here wedding there nowdays wedding is like a fashion trend going hahaha..Well to me marriage is like ermmmmm end to a person's freedom? more responsibilies? more problems and so on.. Life is so damn stupid why must we get sick of something that we see or do everyday. I have mixed feelings regarding marriages! haha well i'm just 21 still a long way to go before talking about settling down. I still got my damn 4 yrs dreadful sucky painful crappy and irritating University course to finish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMN IT!
I went to Police webby to look up on their rank and salary scale , well with my A level Qualification i can onli be a small police officer fetching a monthly pay of 2000plus. Thats very little to me but u know what? Life is short la don need to put yourself through shit n get nth out from it. My friend graduated from uni with a third class engineering and freak! He is still jobless after few mths! And some jobs even need u to go through some crap probation to see if u can make the mark. Com on I HATE THIS! ! ! Well this world is all about money! Money controls the world! Its e root of all evil deeds of mankind! But without it the world will stop spinning, ppl study n work their whole life for e sake of money..So don;t ever look down on that small little piece of 5 dollar notes! It controls our life. Hahaha.
Well i think i going crazy soon if this goes on and on and on...stuffing those whole big chunk of formulas and notes into my brain.I seriously think Uni is making fun of us. They expect us to study like we have no life. Today i woke up late for e LAB session and u know what? I feel nothing about it..I heck care it and go back to slp and by then i just realised how much passion i have left for studies. IF this goes on and push me nearer to e edge i am realli going to think about working already. At least can buy a house after few yrs and buy myself my dream bike.
I HATE CARSSSSSSSSS........
Friday, September 5, 2008
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12:46 PM
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I have alot of things to pour out from my heart..Alot of thoughts n alot of words to say but i don't know where to start from.
Into e sixth week of uni, just onli six weeks and it seems tat they have already covered alot of stuffs. Friends can magically complete their tutorials after every lect but no matter how much i wan to , i'm always behind them. Its hard to pick up i have to admit. The anger in me when i just simply need more time to understand e concepts and the low low feeling when i find it hard to participate in discussions with my limited knowledge.
Nah don't feel like talking about it anymore. Sure there r happy stuffs to talk about man. Went to have botak jones fish n chips at serangoon area with biker friend wei liang before heading for chomp chomp to meet up with e cell grp members. Had a second round of dinner haha a seafood dinner , well everytime i hang out with them i feel very happy , they are like brothers n sisters to me very family feeling. Pillion Samantha Jess n Jan for a short while just now haha they are realli light on my bike and that explained e thrill u girls got. Sam kept asking me to be careful haha sure lifes important i will cherish it dont worry k Sam?
Haha tml Derek is joining us at city harvest wah long-time-no-see tracker friend of mine. A friend who was always there to cheer me up whenever i'm down n out during sec sch days,i realli start to miss my tracker life in AISS. Memories n memories,sweet n bitter if given a chance i would like to experience those sweetest moments in my life again.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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9:23 AM
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Wooo into e third week of uni. Made some gd friends around here n there haha most impt i found my clicks..attend lect tgt,eat lunch tgt and talk rubbish tgt hahaa...
Its kindda tiring to print notes , to attend endless lect and tutorials. All these stuffs are drving me crazy!! Independent learning..must be self motivated and most impt of all effective time management. Do i have what it takes? Arghh time can make everything known to me.
Oh ya i joined dragonboat as my cca. Reason being ha i love sports that focus on team spirit and most impt of all brings my fitness to the next up up up n up level haha but e first training was like hell , it left me vomiting in e toilet n gosh two cramped up legs for nearly half an hr. Yes i suffered , it was very miserable n i had to hide myself in e toilet as i was temporaily 'immobilised' by e terrible cramps on my legs. The training is no joke. It really made me disheartened. Quiting was what i had tot of. Nah It was jus a thought. Commandos don't quit.
What i actually did next was to do a self reflection in my hall. Tots swirling around and i cant think straight, piles of tutorials on e corner of my desk and a empty wallet on top. I realised i'm going through some rough patches, i'm 21 and its time to focus on what i have to do for a better future ahead but it seems that i lack e motivation n passion which i would never run out of in e past. I wondered would i be worrying about my financial status had i not been so stubborn to spend so much money on useless stuffs and only to regret it after some times. CRT lenses stupid ex LG phones and a xbox 360 with serious hardware failure n a over priced but under power motorbike. I wondered would i worrying about my fitness level had i make it a point to exercise more before going into dragonboat? I wondered would i be worrying about my academic had i put in more effort to study during my jc school term?
Well one thing which makes me feel better is i know i have alot of friends around me supporting me. A person must have a good network of friends in order to survive and i do know friends are part of my life n i cant do without them. I joined Yee Shang they all for church service again in search of spiritual support and it did help ...Wonderful encouraging speeches made by special guest realli inspired me alot. Got to know this girl named Yulu in their cell group who is actually studying e same course as me!so qiao.. HAha got time perhaps can intro me to yr 'once loners' clicks haha..Alright ppl time to move on..nah if u think i gonna quit its impossible but friends, do pray for me to remain strong in time of adversities.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
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9:36 AM
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First of all i want to wish myself a very happy 21st birthday :) Thanks to those who remember this special day of mine and giving me your great wishes! Basically i had a wonderful time today went seoul garden with my friends before catching a hilarious movie call ' GET SMART' at around 9 20pm.. Reached home just right in time to cut my durian birthday cake..Thanks to my sis who bought me this wonderful birthday gift :) Finally i'm 21 officially an adult..
Weeks before my birthday , i was planning how grand i gonna make this special event to be but it seems that everyone is either busy working schooling or serving army on such a weekday caught right in e middle of e week so in e end i make it simple by celebrating it with my work pals and family but it was great seriously and I realli cant ask for anything else.
Left with 2+ weeks contract and i wonder if i will realli miss my workplace..all in all i have been working there for e past 6 mths,the bond that i have forged with MC team and the times we spent together picking wires and trying funny things here n there. But sad to say we e temp staff have to leave to continue pursuing higher academic height in uni, the last barrier before we can actually step out into the real world to work.
Life will be hard with no paper qualification ,its damn cruel and i know i have to accept it. I'm 21 i should really learn how to think,plan for my future and make wise decisions to make positive impacts in my life. No more lying to myself and running away from problems..no more selfish decisions no more childish thinking. Its time to strive hard for my future and of course after 20 yrs of living and serving the army for 2 yrs it onli makes sense for someone to be well mentally drilled to prepare for any possible rough patches in his life ahead so jia you Kev for i know u can do well in e future...no more a child no more a teenager u r someone who can think and act accordingly to situations.
Once again happy birthday to meee :)
Saturday, June 7, 2008
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11:17 AM
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I love this song i seriously fell in love with it.. 'Take a Bow' by Rihanna
Of course not all relationships do work out in e end but i really hope guys out there please do treat their relationships seriously...cheating on your partner is the worst thing one can ever do so remember this BE FAITHFUL..
Hoo... How 'bout a round of applauseYeah...
Standing ovationOohhhh... yeahYeah yeah yeah yeah...
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on
[Chorus]
And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow
And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Lets hear your speech ohh
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation
[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now
Friday, May 30, 2008
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8:17 PM
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Haha i'm at work now, stoning away as i was the only one left here so why not use some time to blog instead while earning OT :) exactly 6 weeks to end of extended contract. 1.5mths.
This morning i nearly cant open my freaking tired eyes, eyelids were so damn heavy. Blame it on me for sleeping so late last night -_- Had a weird dream anyway but i cant really recall what i dreamt. I hate getting up so early esp on Sat, and esp to work. Sat is supposed to be a day for me or maybe for all of us to recharge after one whole row of 5 hectic working days but for the sake of earning OT i pushed myself bit more because i know i will regret if i don't earn as much as i can. I need money i seriously need ALOT of money.. To satisfy my insatiable desires, no not money minded but i need money for lot of things like pursuing bigger bike,going overseas with friends, scuba diving,thai boxing, leisure,etc etc and e list goes on...Been talking about scuba diving but it seems so distance away i dunno why..and i wanna go different places to hike...i wanna climb mountains...all outdoors activities...all water sports wakeboarding..scuba diving...freefalling..been talking about these things and i hope through uni i could know more friends who are into these activities. I realli realli hope i have not been dreaming all the while i wanna achieve what i want. My 20s i don't wanna waste my youth doing the things what the common herd is doing.
Ha wondering hows uni orientation is like...shd i go or shd i not...i hate playing stupid games and throwing myself into awkward situation just like in JC orientation. LOL. But i hate the idea of starting sch with no clicks. Talking about lectures and tutorials i hope i can adjust my mindset before i start uni if not i will still be the same old me skipping lectures n tutorials during my JC days. No more slack its time to build my own future..no more deceiving myself...no more going against the society and most importantly i got to overcome my stupid mindset.
Sometimes i really don't whats going through those street gang minds..while riding home last night past midnight, there was this group of stupid retarded ppl doing stunts in the middle of the road. I horn them of course but instead of giving way some of them actually challenged me by standing in my way..I was forced to slow down by hard braking and only then they moved away...Idotic delinquents risking their their life tot its so COOL n IMPRESSIVE to display indecent behaviour in the public. Hope they can wake up their ideas.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
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10:43 AM
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Its 30th May 2008...1 more day to go b4 i bid May 2008 goodbye and welcome the brand new June.. Scary to know how time really ticks away...Still remember the first day of work on 28th Jan and now its going to be June. Meaning?? School starting soon still wondering what Uni life has in store for me..QUITE sick of work actually,damn routine and sick of those silly stupid jokes they played on me at times for i seriously find it childish..but things can actually be quite fun sometimes..
Apologised for the previous offensive post for i reflected my thoughts in a fit of anger...someone apparently pissed me off but its alright now.. everything back to normal its ok now..everything's good to go!
Been damn into fitness once again recently :) i was going quite low key on fitness for a period of time back then, and now its time to progress to higher level! I know i wun let myself down man..Never. I can only get better.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
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8:12 AM
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First of all happy mother's day to my mum. Actually to me everyday is mother's day nth special about this day. There is seriously no need to show extra love or trying so damn hard to please yr mum on this particular day and then carry on living the rest of the 364 days with yr mum's care,love and concern taken for granted.
Man i hate this world, so freaking unfair so freaking F up so freaking problematic..Looks like there is no definite ans to every problem u face, and when u do think of yr friend's help oh forget it unless u have those so call blood brothers who promise to be with u through thick n thin. But u see they wun be with u all the time. It only make sense when i say u got to solve all those shit problems by your own fucking self! Prove to yourself u are useful and not useless independent not dependent. There is no shit which cant be solve. OH YA WHAT DID U SAY IS THE ROOT OF ALL PROBLEMS AND UTIMATELY THE EVIL?? ITS MONEY DUDE! Its freaking the money which is creating all kind of shit problems in this freaking world. NO money mouth shut no words and no talk! ANd when u do go broke be prepared be freaking mentally prepared yr girl will leave u for good. Well unless she really do foolishly love u that good anyway thats true love and i will give u my true blessing then. Well this world is so freaking realistic and cruel do get stab real hard at times but i hope u can recover from those wounds and with that u will grow tougher and smarter.
Well Dude its time to pick yourself up and learn to progress on yr own fucking self No one will always be there for u for ppl do get tired at times.. U have got nothing to complain about.This world is like that , its a place full of ppl wearing masks around with a knife under their sleeves. Its a world full of competition where survival of the fittest applies.. JUST Learn to depend on yourself and learn to trust no one but YOURSELF.
Well thats all i can say...take it or leave it
And u are correct DUde FUCK THIS WORLD for its really F up.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
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8:06 PM
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Medical checkup this coming thurs at NTU medical centre. I find it damn redundant for guys for we already have our overall FFI done in army before we ORDed and now come another stupid urine test and chest X-ray. ANother 25 dollars down the drain.... Whats more i don't even know where the damn medical centre is located at...what southspine level B2..not even a freaking small little map for us to ease the burden of locating that med centre. Medical examination well what it means? It means that sch is starting real soon man.. Been away from books and notes for 2 plus years ,seriously i have no idea if i can cope with uni life anot. 4 yrs leh its just like starting from sec 1 to sec 4 damn long!
Went Changi village with my friend yesterday night for supper haha cruise SLE n TPE with my motorbike at a speed of 120km/hr (few seconds of 130pluskm/hr) damn shiok haha anyway higher sure kenna speed camera or tailed by uncle TP.. The feeling is damn shiok while u might say speeding kills but u see onli stupid ppl who speeds at the wrong time get themselves seriously injured or even death. Speed also must speed smartly dude..speed with confidence and not fear.. Ha so after the Supper we went riding around Changi. There were few ah guas or pros loitering around the carpark in Changi village, some of them were trying to near us while we were getting ready to start our bikes haha we started to disturb them by sounding our horn before we sped off LOL .. My friend even pointed his middle finger at them before speeding off thats a hum ji thing to do la LOL damn funny man HAHAHAHAHa..
That trip to Changi Village reminded me of them times i had with my friends there during army. Every night off we would go down to Changi Village and get ourselves a packet of nasi lemak n red tea longan before heading back to our camp and chilling ourselves in the recreation room . We were once King of Changi Village man the red beret warriors damn sometimes i just don't wanna lose the great feeling of being a commando.. The place where we once cheered loudly and sing loudly while we were doing our route march and the shoutings here and there to motivate each other during a hard run was very quiet and dead that particular night. And of course looking at the parade square in e camp really made me think alot..That parade square was the place where i wore my red beret prouldly infront of my parents. The 2 yrs journey has realli put me through lots n lots of emotions.. Tough trainings...punishments...and tat break up which really put me through real shit. But through that i have really toughen alot..
Sooo there are still lot of things that i wanna do like scuba diving la..mountaineering la and of course i wanna learn cooking and stuffs haha.. get myself a bigger cc superbike..go holis trip with my friends..find myself a new romance and alot alot more well life is short so enjoy while u can.. YOuth is very very precious!
Getting my pay this coming 8th ( thurs ) another 1600 into my wallet :)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
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6:54 PM
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A few hrs ago,early in e morning at 6, i was travelling to my workplace and the weather seemed pretty good here at Sembawang. But when i reached Yishun, the sky darkened and I was trying my best to reach my workplace in Ang Mo Kio before the impending downpour but it seemed mission impossible. Minutes later, i felt the raindrops along the road besides lower seletar reservoir park and it was not long before the rain started to pour mercilessly. Its seems amazing how weather in Singapore can change so suddenly huh? Man i got used to it. And the answer to all those inconveience caused by the wet weather is to get myself a damn poncho but shit my bike rear compartment isn't large enough to contain it and i hate carrying a bag around with just a poncho inside it. Frankly speaking i haven't get myself a poncho yet and i know i have to be mentally prepared for all the possible inconveniences when it rains. So i stopped my bike besides a bus stop under the MRT track together with other riders who was busy putting on their ponchos. The rain got heavier and heavier and some poor things like me and other poncho-less riders were reduced to a damn pathetic state,cold and drenched to e skin. I completely lost the mood to go for work and i decided to MC myself. Sitting on the metal railing besides my bike i started to reflect on myself and think about all the positive and negative things that happened over the past one mth. Still i'm still a guy with not much self confidence with it comes to socialising. Haha guess its kindda weird There are ppl i can really interact and click easily with but there are ppl i just cant find anything to talk about. Guess maybe that was why ppl have different views about my characters, some say i'm damn arrogant others say i'm fun to be with. Basically my life right now is all about working and working nth much..been thinking about going out with friends for late night supper but i'm still a road noob for i can get lost easily and i just cant get myself familarise with Singapore street... And of course i spent time thinking about my future life..my coming 4 yr studying journey in NTU. Mechanical engineering isn't what i want and it seems no matter how many times i tried to appeal for MAthematics course , it seemed futile. How am i going to survive the 4 yr course? All along my physics isn't a cup of tea for me and it is the subject i dread the most!! But i know everything does happen for reason and i gonna discover that reason why... Been single for a yr plus haha thinking of the past six yrs of relationships with different girls really make me ponder if there is anything call everlasting love. To me its too fragile and it takes hard effort to maintain one.. Or maybe there isn't really one. And all were because of a male third party. I just want to let u know that if she have that heart to do this to me, one day she could also do that to u. All so right now i'm just waiting for that 'special person' who has yet to enter my life. And trust me i gonna cherish that person. The rain gradually became lighter and lighter...i took the opportunity to capture some pics of the surroundings haha taking pics is my hobby though i admit i don't really possess any fantastic or professional skills haha i just love taking pics.
A pic of my bike :) 
Lower seletar reservoir Park
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
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9:33 AM
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Now let me go into the issue of my motorbike summon...One mth ago i was caught for not displaying my P-plate along seletar country club and i was slapped with a $120 fine which that policeWOMAN assured me that i would received e summon letter within a week's time. Received the letter and to my surprise the vehicle number stated in the letter was wrong!! Hey hey hey are u sure u police are doing your job right? I sent u an e mail u choose not to reply me or even call me up to check things out I really have no idea how u guys can even made such a stupid mistake. Recently they can even 'allow' a big big JI leader to escape...
Work work and work i really find myself slogging myself out BIG TIME! More input equals to more output.. I have so far worked 40 plus OT hrs which can already get me another 400 plus but u see is it worth it? But dude u see i need those money and i got to earn as much as i can. I will be most probably going for a diving trip this coming April and it wil roughly cost round 500 plus. Besides from recreation purpose i need money to settle my bike monthly installment of $200 , regular maintenance , fuel and carpark fee. I even tot of installing some nice LED lights on my bike haha. Need money for yearly insurance of $1500 too. What about lunch everyday at work ? and supper with friends? Going out? Buying things that i want? Money comes and goes easily sometimes really without a trace............... ZZZZZzzzzzzzz Though it goes easily i gonna make sure i spend wisely :) 2days ago bought a new chain from 77th street tot it goes well with my helmet and bike haha. My cousin went to pierce his ear OMG i think it realli hurts alot that metallic 'click' sound realli sent shiver down my spine... No piercing ear is a no no for me man.
Goshhhh i watched this terrible video lately i was shocked by the ongoing animal cruelty acts in China or maybe around e world. Animals were skinned alive and some beaten to death and some stupid schoolboys using staples to hurt a cute harmless little dog. I, hereby , urge those culprits to stop practising such acts! Treat them with respect! They are living things too and they are ought to be respected. I really cant believe it until i witnessed it with my own eyes and it realli made me SICK...really sick.. Oh yeah actually nth of new actually for THIS WORLD IS REALLY SICK.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
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7:35 AM
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Haha just got my first pay and it was really good. A good $1500 into my wallet heh heh..
Given i din work for like 5 days during chinese new yr and two days of MC and i still got 1500 is considered really good. This month i gonna chiong and earn at least $1700 :) My friend quited days ago and a heavier responsibility weighs on me. I have to make sure shipment is met on time and there is alot alot of counting here and there. Work is quite stress though but pay is good and thats the only thing which keeps me going...
Watched 10,000BC and i think the whole movie is erm crap? Ha was quite disappointed with the show but u see the female lead in that show was an eye candy haha blue eye lady...
Recently i don't know whats wrong with my bike, start to have problem starting the bike. Sometimes it starts smoothly but sometimes i must electric start for 2 to 3 times b4 the engine can be started. Problem with spark plug? I don't know for my bike is only 1plus mth old i hate to admit there is prob with my new bike. Gonna change my engine oil to a better racing engine oil- CASTROL 4T racing oil formulated for increased acceleration. I gonna give my bike the best of what i can give for it deserves the best :) If really sprak plug got prob then change lor not ex at all. Got a few friends passed their car class 3 TP test and they are damn happy ha congras la i know it wasn't easy to pass haha. Hmm class 3...seriously i don't intend to drive car in my 20s i wanna ride bike in my 20s , wanna play first, wanna ride bigger and faster bike...I wanna ride together with my friends at night and rule the night. opps haha..
I din join my church friends for service for quite sometimes...The main reason why i attended those services in e past is because i love to hear those meaningful speech from the pastor ( its that simple) nothing else..
Saturday, March 1, 2008
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Life now is just about working and working and working...i have already worked for one mth at Kulicke and Soffa as a material control assistant and it feels like a year to me haha. Its such a pain to wake up in e morning as early as 5 plus and it takes forever for me to get change and prepare my stuffs. Everytime i look out of the window in e morning this thought will always run through my mind
' Wah lao eh the world is still sleeping la why i have to wake up so god damn early every day how good if i can catch some more sleep or throw MC at my supervisor face!'
Haha but you see i always try to console myself by accepting the fact that this is LIFE!!! Part and parcel of life! I'm not e only person who have to wake up so freaking early in e morning. Some ah pek and ah ma can even wake up at 3am plus to sweep the floor and they din complain as much as i do! Chin up Kevin! You are a fine young man. One day when you start to work it can get even worse so start to train now before your mind starts to control you.. CONTROL YOUR MIND!! Guess working isn't that bad when it comes to salary wise haha i can earn as high as $1500 per mth provided i work OT la haha given that its a 5 days work its very good already.
SLeep sleep sleep...when i was in army , this officer used to tell us 'don't sleep too much, life's short so don't sleep too much so u won't sleep away your life' Haha it makes sense actually 1 hr of sleep u can actually use that one hr to do some constructive things like erm go for a jog? or erm play some games? or rent some vcd to watch at home? There are actually so many things to do if we do sacrifice a few hrs of sleep. BUT I DON"T UNDERSTAND WHY WE HUMANS NEED TO SLEEP ONE THIRD OF OUR LIFE AWAY...THATS VERY SAD... But true enough we love to sleep...
Woo just sent my bike for first maintenance at Boon Siew the place where i bought my bike. I ride in the rain that day and it was horrible! I din know Singpore weather is so unpredictable.Riding in e rain is really so ma fan and dangerous.. Dunno whether to pull up my helmet visor or not haha pull up the rain will shoot my face like bullets, pull down my vision will be obstructed..So best thing is ride carefully.. but you see its still dangerous saw a few bikes lying on e road luckily those riders weren't hurt. So my bike is still in good condition, replaced my 4T engine oil for 10 dollars and bought a chain lubrication spray type one haha.
Last night Lower seletar reservoir was simply hot haha it was packed with alot alot of sports cars and big sportsbike. PPL were practically trying their very best to fuel the night atmosphere by full throttling their bike and blasting techno songs with their very cool audio system Haha Vroom! Vroom!!!! VROOMM!!!! I gonna get myself a big sportsbike one day too..haha car is not for me...
My grandpa had a fall few days ago and he was hospitalised. Went to TTS hospital to visit him and it was bit uneasy and uncomfortable to witness him in that state...his body frame is getting smaller and all the tubes connecting here and there. He suffered from minor stroke due to high blood pressure. To me he is a fine old man ..minor stroke?? totally unexpected...
Monday, February 11, 2008
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Seriously before i bought my motorbike, those so call expected issues such as extra responsibility, possible traffic rules violation, bike maintenance fee, insurance etc etc have never crossed my mind? They did but i chose to overlook these issues and thats why now i start to feel the pressure coming in. Lack of patience has always been one of my weaknesses for i love to get things done ASAP leaving no room for possible unexpected consequences. I always thought getting a motorbike is merely for tansportation only nothing wrong right? But as time goes by , i start to realise the actual dangers ,the actual hassel and e responsibility when it comes to riding. Within a period of less than 24hr from last night 12am til now a series of events happened which really put me in a terrible filthy mood. I don't wish to go into exact details as of what actually happened though.. A brief picture of what happened.. First time my bike fell to e ground as i jam brake to avoid a cat one road luckily i was travelling at very slow speed. Secondly someone stole my front P plate and no choice i got to ride home without a P plate and suay enough i got stopped by police road block and i tio a summon of $120 and demerit pts. Thirdly i actually got another parking fine for not displaying coupon but F*** someone actually can actually stole that thing away..Got a letter saying i ride in CTE with cashcard for ERP and got fine for that.. Man that time i wasn't inform about that ERP thingy and whats more it was e first day i got my bike i know nothing much about road stuffs. And that police officer if u really gave me demerit pts for not displaying front p plate i gonna appeal to traffic police! Demerit pts for not displaying p plate? u gonna to be kidding me man as it was stated clearly under the traffic rules that failure to display p plate for 1st timer will only result in fine and not what demerit pts!!!! ok???!!!! Idot! And it wasn't my fault! Someone stole my p plate k? Its not like i refuse to display or what! The more i think about it the angrier i gets! .\ /. Its only the 2nd week of my riding journey and so many stupid things have happened ! Cars and lorries on e road please..please watch out for motorcyclists on e road..it doesn't take much effort to just turn your head and check your blind spot before u change lane or whatever please spare a thought for us. Your inconsiderate action could result in accidents or worse still loss of lives!!! Man esp taxis get this into your mind! Please put ppl life before your rice bowl!! Please stop dashing red light and change lane without due care bunch of idots! How many accidents actually happened because of your inconsiderate n selfish acts??!! Man riding is suppose to an enjoyable experience but there are so many things to look out for...so many ppl out there to stop us from riding...so many selfish and inconsiderate drivers endangering our lives! But pushing all these things aside and talk about my passion for riding nothing can ever stop me from riding for i love riding!! I'm sure this is how all fellow riders in Singapore feel. And Of course as rider we shd keep to e rider's pledge and ride safely. And ppl please stop stealing other ppl coupons p plates etc etc its damn stupid can't u afford it? Damn.. 
-RIDE WITH THE SHADOW-
Sunday, February 3, 2008
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7:58 AM
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First of all wanna apologise to Yee Shang erm i din mean to be rude this afternoon. Know u tried your best to arrange everything for me to go down to attend the service yet i din appreciate yr effort. Actually i din really mean it when i said everything was disorganised ha guess the person who isn't that organised is myself..Dunno how to manage my time well and when everything crashed here n there i got irritated. Somemore this morning my mood was TERRIBLE someone actually tampered with my new motorbike! Got cigaratte butts on my bike seat.. luckily its only cigaratte butt if they scratched my bike i will make sure i break their neck! Bad it may seemed, but worse still i was late for my tuition class. Guess i wasn't a good tutor at all. Few days ago i ride in e rain without a raincoat god damn sg weather really damn unpredictable no mercy at all..I was toally drenched to the skin! Caught a bad cold after that and now i am having a bad cough and slight fever. Yup not to miss this out i've got my new bike my beloved CBR125r sportsbike =) Will post pics in the next post :)
So Yee Shang sorry for this afternoon i din really mean what i have said...Those were words of anger and they meant nothing at all. And also sorry Phileo for not able to join u for e service for i wasn't feeling right this afternoon. Arrrrrr don't angry le ar shang i treat u dinner next time k?? :)
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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8:32 AM
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This morning when i was busy browsing through the temp jobs under the CLASSIFIED session of Straits Times , i came across this store assisstant post available and eligible for fresh ORD personnel. The duty is simple-carry and pack goods and some admin stuffs. SO i called up RECRUIT EXPRESS and they told me to go down to CPF building for interview at bloody TAMPINES at 2pm oh my..Besides that,i have to get down to Bugis for another job interview at 5pm.
I ate a few mouth of bee boon bought by my mum which was actually meant for breakfast before i changed and set off to Tampines. Took 969 and I slept through e entire journey. When i reached Tampines Bus interchange, all of e sudden i got this feeling to go back to my camp haha because i used to book in like this. Got down e bus and i started to scout for CPF building. Luckily the building was plainly visible from the bus interchange as it is located just opp e interchange. RECRUIT EXPRESS the words clearly displayed on e signboard in shades of yellow and blue. The place was basically in chaos, people rushing here and there like ants on hot bricks. Telephones ringing ppl talking and rushing all over e place LOL lol lol so stress one meh? I waited for like 15 mins before this guy attended to me and handed me a form for me to fill up my particulars. After 10 mins he directed me into a small confined room with a small table and two chairs.
He: Hi Kevin nice to meet you
Me: Nice to meet u too..
He:Anyway Kevin The post that u applied for is actually a permanent job.
Me: Oh ok i see ( inside me i was cursing and swearing and why e hell u all put it under temp job for fresh ORD personnel man? Why? why? why? )
He: But no worry i have got other temp jobs to offer you
Me: Relieved because i din make a wasted trip.
Ok so he asked me for my expected salary and he told me there is a available admin post at an oil factory located at TUAs area.Transportation provided. So I gave him e greenlight to send my resume to that oil factory. Monthly salary of $1300 to $1400 good deal anyway luckily he got offered me temp jobs or else eeeeeeeeeeee.............After e interview i made my way to Tampines Mall and i bought myself two Samuel and Kevin shirts because i support my own brand =D hahaha...
Made my way down to Bugis, that place is forever damn crowded!! REcently i have making trips down to Bugis man buy helmet buy shirts buy this buy that etc. Treated myself to Burger King man the sundae pie is damn sweet .\ /. 100% no no for diabetic ppl! After e meal i start to look for venue for interview at around Kelantan lane.Wah lao called up Jason who was e person in charge to ask for directions and despite giving specific directions i still couldn't find e place. Circled around kelantan road area and i came across LIM AH BOY shop!! This bloody shop was so hard to find la i spent 3 hrs trying to locate this shop the previous trip lo. They sell so many full helmets and i was really spoilt for choice O.O Called up Jason again haha this time he made an effort to come down to AH BOY shop to guide me to his workplace. Actually i want to apply for admin position but when he told me admin and IT post were taken up, my heart sank. Wah lao why?? The only post available was temp manager and sales promoter. Though they said no experience was needed i know i am not up to e job please...... Their company is currently promoting and advertising this health product a magnetic bracelet which can improve blood circulation without you doing any exercise. Went through e interview and i wasn't feeling comfortable with e post offered, was confused and lost. The lady asked me to go home and if i got shortlisted they would inform me at around 7pm. In e end made my way home at around 6 plus...I actually forgot i have tuition session at 3pm it toally slipped my mind.Called up my student mum and apologised haha...
9pm and no call received haha knew it myself that i wasn't shortlisted. Ok la i ok with it. Went for a hard run at around 10 30 pm.Ran a good 10km and i timed the run. 46mins plus for 10km that quite good already haha timing improved..that means my fitness has improved too! Did some push ups pull ups sit ups and dips b4 going home and drowned myself with 100 plus.. :P
Monday, January 21, 2008
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Spend my last night at my uncle house. Stayed at my grandma house til 11 plus with my cousins and thought it was kindda late so stayed over at my uncle hsu for e nite with my cousins. Early in e morning at 7am i was awoken by my baby cousin Jia Xin haha near six mths old can be so chirpy already lol. Played with her til afternoon before making my way back home.
Today I skipped my muay thai session as my ankle is giving me some problems and i didn't want to miss the last episode of Ch 8 The Golden Path drama series. Ending was just like what i had expected, Bth Jin long and Kaijie died. I gonna miss that show man and the theme song 'Lu' and 'She Bu De' really suits e show very much. Whats more they are sang by Mi Lu Bing! Guess i should be able to get my motorbike before CNY and i am so excited about it! I didn't know i can get myself a motorbike this early and i really still can't believe that i have passed LOL. Bought myself a nice full helmet which cost me round 200 plus expensive! but since i like it i told myself why not? Black Black Black haha black is my colour =) Yeah finally a rider loves the thrill of riding =) Talk about black recently saw the new police advertisement featuring Police elite special STAR(Singapore version of Fei Hu Dui) unit haha all clauded in black, black helmet black goggles black armour black MP5 basically everything black haha. If i get into police one day i am not going to be just a ordinary police officer but i want to be the elite and i want to be special. Nth guarantees me that i can make it but its worth a try for as long as i know i have done my best i know i won't let myself down for this is e spirit i cultivated after my 1yr 10mths as a red beret soldier in S'pore. People ask me why i harbour e thought of becoming a police officer, reasons are simple...I just hope i can do my part in maintaining e security in Singapore and of course to uphold justice and filter those bad assess away from our society.
 
Monday, January 14, 2008
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8:02 PM
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Went for thai boxing lesson with Terence and his friend weijie at Royal Thai fitness training center located at Novena. Met up with them at 7:30pm but Wei jie was kindda late so in e end we attended the lesson at around 8pm like that LOL partly because of the only operating faulty cargo lift which took forever to reach 5th storey.
After that me and Terence rushed to e toilet and got changed up before making our way to the training ground. The training ground is an open place and its kindda like located on a rooftop type and the class is small. Majority of the students there were females! Nowadays girls are much tougher than i thought hahaha... The Shifu asked us to jog a few rounds and do some strectching for warm up before we started off with the intensive tough training which was tougher than i expected =\ First we did continuous skipping for 5 mins with this rubber hose which was heavy and it hurts whenever it got in contact with your skin PAIN! The skipping left our body almost drenched in sweat and our muscles warmed up. Next we did push ups before this instructor so called our instructor got us started with side kicks push kicks kneeing with heavy sandbags continuously for 15 mins trust me it was very very tiring! Did a total of more than 200 kicks.
Stopped for awhile to drink up and wipe our sweat before Shifu ordered us to step into the mat for kicking session. He would blocked our kicks with a pair of cushion and at the same time correct our kicking techniques. Terence was e first to try out , his physcomotor got a bit of problem but overall his kicking posture is almost there. Next was Wei jie he got strength but his kicking posture a bit off last was me..because i have got muay Thai history the Shifu was very satisfied with my kicking and posture and he tested my physical limits by asking me to kick alot alot more times than Terence and Wei jie and in the end he smiled and said 'this guy is very good!' hahaha... But i got many small small little blood clots on both of my feet in e end ha...Next we did 50 push ups again! After the push ups i was feeling drained already and i was shocked when the shifu called for us and asked us to do 30 assisted pull ups 30 monkey jumps and 30 monkey kicks! Because recently i was only focucing on running rather than physical strengthening i found that it was simply a laborious task to complete the set of exercises! So this continue until 9pm before we ended our session with Shifu and our instructor. Besides ytd night class got this super hot yet tough girl who really caught our attention haha she was damn fierce and hot like a 'xiao la jiao'
Went for a hot shower in the toilet, the service was good! They provided us with towel and shower foam haha.. Felt so refreshed after e shower but both of my feet were in pain!! But no pain no gain and i cant be bother with it because Terence told me bro we are commandos! We've been through more shit than this! Yeah bro i agree, a man shd never be scared of pain and hardships whats more we are commandos. After taking the shower, we headed off for dinner at Velocity , three of us had herbal half chicken set at the foodcourt haha. Was dead tired, headed home immed to recharge our body haha.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
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7:23 PM
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Went for bike hunting session with my cousin yesterday in the morning haha took bus no. 853 all e way to Serangoon. Alighted at the stop juz besides Serangoon fire station and we proceeded to Mah pte limited on foot which is just in the vincinity. From a distance we could see a wide variety of motorbikes of different models displayed in the Mah building through the glass panels and they are simply awesome! Went into e building and looked around,most of the bikes displayed in the air conditioned building belonged to class 2 or class 2A cat whereas all the class 2B bikes were displayed in the open outside the building...Oh man what the hell Saw my fav CBR 125r motorbike among the row of motorbikes and that sportsbike really melted me heart.The front fairing of that bike is simply awesome and eye catchy! But sad thing was it looked like it has been abandoned there for months. There was a thick layer of dust covering it and the services given by the staff over there was just so so only. Unlike the boon Siew Honda shop their CBR is well displayed in its awe in the air conditioned showroom. Actually my main purpose of going to mah building was to check out their CBR125 price and i found out their CBR is much more expensive than the price offered at Boon Siew Honda shop! So in the end i told my cousin there is no point buying from this shop and we headed off to Boon Siew honda shop near Bugis Street.
Took train from Potong Pasir to Little india. The station Potong Pasir really reminded me of Potong ice cream hahah.. Walked for a while before reaching Boon Siew building. That nice looking CBR is still there! Went in to check out every motorbikes in the shop , play with their throttle, clutch and brakes haha. Utimately i can only set on eyes on that CBR125 bike. Its a nice graphite black colour and its body a glittering shine under the spotlights in the showroom.Went to check out the price from the dealer and it was so much cheaper compared to MAh pte! Price offered was $8800+ with insurance etc etc included. Downpayment was $3360 and the balance will be payed over a period of max 3 yrs with each month paying only $173 a good deal for me! I have a few thousands saving which came from my past army allowances hehe thanks to you commando! highest allowance vocation in army. =) Hmm i get to get my cousin bf down to help out in the procedures as i am not 21 yr old yet. Conditions for paying installment is that i muz be at least 21 haha so no choice i gg to buy the bike under his name and for the money i will settle by myself of course! haha
Went to Bugis street to have lunch with my cousin before we shopped around bugis for new yr clothing and stuffs. At around 2 plus he went home and i proceeded to Expo to meet up with Yee shang and her friends. Another church session haha kenna persuaded by Yee Shang to go LOL. The church session is talking about forgiveness...to love we must forgive and to forgive we must forget and let go all the past bitterness,resentment and hatred. Easy to say but is it easy to convince yourself?? I wasn't much convinced by the pastor for i know it myself sometimes certain things certain grudges are there to stay. So for the entire session i can only agree 80percent with the pastor.
After the session went to City hall for dinner with the church group and that was when my mood started to plummet. As for what happened i don't feel like talking about it. I din talk much to the guys in the group for i really wasn't in the mood to talk or what. After an hr or so we headed home. Edwin phileo and Aur went off for supper i guess? Yee shang and rest of us headed home. During the entire journey me and Yee shang were entertained by eh whats that guy name huh i forgot haha but he is a cute chubby sec sch kid haha. After he left at ang mo kio station, only then i could have the time to talk more to Yee Shang. Oh ya talking to you made me felt so much better thanks for that man girl hope i can get to meet up with u soon!
Guys how do you guys feel when ppl refuse to reply to your SMS or question ha i just know that the feeling of not being valued as a friend sucks and i hate that. At least i know myself i am not that sort of ppl...
Thursday, January 10, 2008
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8:11 AM
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Yeah finally i got my class 2B license this morning at SSDC with 1st attempt! =) Oh right..one thing off my wishlist for e year. Indeed a good start of the year 2008 , hope it can be the best year of my life haha.
This morning woke up at 5 50am to prepare my stuffs and get myself mentally prepared for the TP. Set off at 6 30am and reached SSDC at around 7am. I couldn't get into sleep the previous because i was feeling damn nervous and i only managed to catch a couple hrs of sleep haha. On e way to SSDC i kept visualising the test route and recalling all the necessary actions n safety checks that i have to do to ensure i can breeze through the entire TP test. Went for warm up at 7 15am and after that around 9 30am the testers start to make their way down to do a roll call before starting the actual pract test. Haha saw Cze walking pass the testees waiting area and i went up and tapped her on her shoulder haha its been a long time since i last met u right. My tag no. is 51 haha and i got the bike from tag no. 1 who finished the test before me. So i waited for the tester to give me the hand signal before i throttle and start off my first TP test.
The entire test went well though i commited a few mistakes here and there but my riding skills are perfectly alright no wobbling no sharp wide turning no nothing except for failing to look out for traffic and blindspot haha. Stupid thing is we got to wait for 1 hr plus before getting our results and to some ppl who already knew that they had failed due to immediate failure, it was a hard time for them as they have to wait n wait to collect the already expected failed result. And for the rest of us it was a torment, the feeling of being kept in the suspense is terrible and my heart was beating faster n faster when the results was nearing as each sec tickles away.
Finally they called for us into the room and the testers made their way into the room to call out the failures by their number tags. I was praying very hard inside the classroom and my pulse was throbbing with fear and anxiety and for those who were called out i could really feel the sadness and disappointment they felt at that point of time. The people left in the room were getting fewer n fewer and suddenly there was a long pause and i saw the instructors closing the door, I was like are they kidding? I thought they were joking with us but no! Everyone left in the room start to cheer their hearts out! =) It means we have passed!!! =) I couldn't believe it i was dumbfounded at that moment before i regain myself back and join in with the hand shaking and hi 5 session with the rest of the guys. Some people were laughing to themselves while others stared into the space somehow couldn;t believe that they have passed. It was a damn shiok feeling i have never feel so happy before trust me for i really love bike ALOT like the rest of the guys in the room. They showed us a video highlighting the dangers of riding and how a guy cause the death of his pillion rider. It was sad really sad ,riding is dangerous but it can be a enjoyable experience if we do make it a habit to practise safety checks which alot of riders on the road are not doing due to laziness and recklessness. I told myself that i must be a safe rider no matter what for i really cherish my life lot. We also took the rider's pledge before collecting our results and applying for temporary license. Got to wait for 2 weeks before they mail me the photocard driving license haha yeah finally a qualified rider! :) Getting my bike soon lo!
Once again thanks to those who sent me yr good luck smses, ppl like Cze, Alex, my cousin, my sisters etc etc thanks for the luck you guys have brought to me. Yeah =) I'm so happy!
Sunday, January 6, 2008
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10:12 PM
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Just updated NTU that i have decided to enrol in the programme reserved in August 2008 instead of the special term in May. There is no rush for me anyway and of course i can work n enjoy longer b4 sch starts. I have not touch books for like 2 plus yrs and i really wonder if i could get back the momentum to study. Things aren't that easy in uni , i have heard all sort of complaints and negative feedbacks from my seniors who are currently slogging their guts out to keep up with the pace in university.
Mechanical engineering. This is the course that i will be dealing with for 4 yrs and i have a feeling uni will be a sheer hell-hole for me. Ever since sec sch i do not have the slightest interest in physics and why the hell they put me in that course despite scoring badly for my A level physics? They shd have put me in mathematics course since i scored an A for it and it was my first choice. I have made several attempts to appeal for a change in course but they kept rejecting them. Damn if lets say i cant survive through the 4 yrs what shd i do? Back up plans have been swirling in my mind and i think the best alternative route to take is to sign on to be a police officer and then try my very best to work my way to be part of the police elite force.
Ran a good 2.4km on the night before yest timing 8:42 min hmm i want a better timing! Been running hard nowadays and very soon i will join my friends back for thai boxing! Scuba diving! how good if Singapore got parachuting course open to public haha i miss jumping out from airplane man. And how good if i can be a motorbike racer, a cave diver, a free faller, icer diver, icer skier,windsurfer etc etc I love to try sports that set my adrenaline rushing =)
Saturday, January 5, 2008
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7:55 AM
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Went all the way down to expo this afternoon to meet up with my sec sch friend Yee Shang and her bunch of interesting church friends. Haha damn weird leh during secondary sch i hardly talked to Yee Shang one and today we were like old good friends like that. It has been a long time since i last saw my secondary sch friends for i 've been busy serving army and stuffs after ORD. Yee shang looks as if she has shrunk haha but still the talkative and cheerful girl i knew back in sec sch days. She has been asking me to join her church session for the past weeks and everytime i turn her invitation down i feel so pai seiz and since i promised her that i will turn up today i must be a man of my words :)
The entire session lasted for 2plus hrs and it was indeed an eye opener for me! The people there are extremely welcoming and friendly and no one shd ever question their devotion and faith towards their religion which they strongly believe in. It was the first time i came across such a scene filled with so much celebratory atmosphere and i can really felt the love they have for GOD. The pastor is a great speaker and his voice is music to ears haha he is a great motivator who motivated us to set goals for ourselves and to stay focus in achieving them. Every sentence of his speech is so detailed and he never failed to bring his words into life GREAT! After all i felt that it was a positive experience for me though i might not be going back again but once again it was good. :)
Got to make few new friends through Yee Shang. They are Edwin, Elsa , Charles and oh shit i forgot most of their names!! LOL Edwin first i tot he was a pai kia dyed hair n pierced rings haha but no he is a nice guy to talk with and Elsa is one cute Taiwan girl haha commando always pronounced as kamando hahahahaha super cute man =) hmm hmm you asked me how to be commando right? here i tell u , u must be mentally and physically strong..never give up that easily, no height phobia, eyesight cannot be too bad, muz walk 72km before getting red beret and must carry heavy heavy loads and walked in the dark jungles for many hrs, many many sleepless nights during missions.. hmm hope got chance to talk to u again haha... And got this still serving Ns de forgot his name he loves trying clothes man lol. Ok not bad not a bad day made few new friends, got to meet up with Yee shang who i have not seen for ages. But one sian thing is marina square brought back bad memories but know what? I know there is better ones out there meant for me and i will make sure i cherish her lot :)
Eh i spotted nice nice models at action city liao gotta collect them soon!! GG for road revision tml at 8 15am hope this thurs TP i can pass! Goodnight guys...ZZZzzzz
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
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School starts today but not for me haha pity my sis got to wake up so early for school while i continued to sleep til 11pm. This feeling is damn shiok! I'm so free and this will continue until i try to find a job in mid jan and yes school will officially starts during August.
Went for circuit revision this evening for the fourth time for i wanted to perfect or at least improve my riding skills before TP next thursday morning but damn it! i wasn't really that satisfy with my performance during the revision. Revision after revision and i kept discovering new mistakes regarding my riding techiques and whats more, after i found a way to correct that particular mistake another new problem just pop out again...Good thing is my riding skill is improving but the bad thing is that my riding skill isn't that really good afterall. Today i did badly in the e brake, i have the tendency to jam my rear brake which actually caused my bike to skid...Bad bad bad!! I don't want to get any point for e brake during TP its so stupid!! And i hate cars!!! Honestly speaking, cars are such a nuisance sometimes and they can actually cause you to fail your TP!
Some drivers are just simply arsehole they won't give way, lane changing like nobody business and like to stop here and there causing obstruction to riders damn inconsiderate... Sometimes i just feel like getting off my bike and drag that fellow out of the car and wallop him up big time!! Stupid cars next time when i got my licence , i really hope my life won't be endangered by reckless drivers on the road.Damn sometimes when a person is unlucky he will really get damn unlucky. The world is unfair! There is no fair competition and if u are the one who runs out of luck , just too bad u got to accept it and wait for a second chance to prove yourself or to achieve what you want. Just too bad if on the TP test day i got a lousy bike with problems here and there god bless me, testers eyes pa jiao thought i commit a mistake which i did not god bless me..The stupid driver infront of me do stupid stunts god bless me.. I just hope i can have some luck on that day. Things are unpredictable , sometimes the more u want that particular stuff the harder it is for you to get it... Life's great it has taught you to work hard for your goals and after going through so much disappointment and failures you will learn how to cherish your fruit of success. On the other hand it sucks.
By the way saw ex LTA Santos at SSDC ha didn't expect him to take up riding haha.. Suddenly it just made me think back about my commando life. I remember how much pain and anguish i went through, all the small small little events which took place and all the defining moments i experienced in the entire 1yr 10mth NS. I remember what my OC told me, 'no one outside understands the kind of hardships we went through but as long as you succeeded in overcoming that particular hardship with sheer will and effort, you will learn to understand and you'll definitely be a better man a stronger man. Its a valuable lesson trust me'. He said this to me when my ex gf left me for another guy. It was the greastest struggle in my life, caught in the midst of tough training and emotional trauma. It was near breaking point. And i overcame it.
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