Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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9:23 AM
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Wooo into e third week of uni. Made some gd friends around here n there haha most impt i found my clicks..attend lect tgt,eat lunch tgt and talk rubbish tgt hahaa...
Its kindda tiring to print notes , to attend endless lect and tutorials. All these stuffs are drving me crazy!! Independent learning..must be self motivated and most impt of all effective time management. Do i have what it takes? Arghh time can make everything known to me.
Oh ya i joined dragonboat as my cca. Reason being ha i love sports that focus on team spirit and most impt of all brings my fitness to the next up up up n up level haha but e first training was like hell , it left me vomiting in e toilet n gosh two cramped up legs for nearly half an hr. Yes i suffered , it was very miserable n i had to hide myself in e toilet as i was temporaily 'immobilised' by e terrible cramps on my legs. The training is no joke. It really made me disheartened. Quiting was what i had tot of. Nah It was jus a thought. Commandos don't quit.
What i actually did next was to do a self reflection in my hall. Tots swirling around and i cant think straight, piles of tutorials on e corner of my desk and a empty wallet on top. I realised i'm going through some rough patches, i'm 21 and its time to focus on what i have to do for a better future ahead but it seems that i lack e motivation n passion which i would never run out of in e past. I wondered would i be worrying about my financial status had i not been so stubborn to spend so much money on useless stuffs and only to regret it after some times. CRT lenses stupid ex LG phones and a xbox 360 with serious hardware failure n a over priced but under power motorbike. I wondered would i worrying about my fitness level had i make it a point to exercise more before going into dragonboat? I wondered would i be worrying about my academic had i put in more effort to study during my jc school term?
Well one thing which makes me feel better is i know i have alot of friends around me supporting me. A person must have a good network of friends in order to survive and i do know friends are part of my life n i cant do without them. I joined Yee Shang they all for church service again in search of spiritual support and it did help ...Wonderful encouraging speeches made by special guest realli inspired me alot. Got to know this girl named Yulu in their cell group who is actually studying e same course as me!so qiao.. HAha got time perhaps can intro me to yr 'once loners' clicks haha..Alright ppl time to move on..nah if u think i gonna quit its impossible but friends, do pray for me to remain strong in time of adversities.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
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9:36 AM
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First of all i want to wish myself a very happy 21st birthday :) Thanks to those who remember this special day of mine and giving me your great wishes! Basically i had a wonderful time today went seoul garden with my friends before catching a hilarious movie call ' GET SMART' at around 9 20pm.. Reached home just right in time to cut my durian birthday cake..Thanks to my sis who bought me this wonderful birthday gift :) Finally i'm 21 officially an adult..
Weeks before my birthday , i was planning how grand i gonna make this special event to be but it seems that everyone is either busy working schooling or serving army on such a weekday caught right in e middle of e week so in e end i make it simple by celebrating it with my work pals and family but it was great seriously and I realli cant ask for anything else.
Left with 2+ weeks contract and i wonder if i will realli miss my workplace..all in all i have been working there for e past 6 mths,the bond that i have forged with MC team and the times we spent together picking wires and trying funny things here n there. But sad to say we e temp staff have to leave to continue pursuing higher academic height in uni, the last barrier before we can actually step out into the real world to work.
Life will be hard with no paper qualification ,its damn cruel and i know i have to accept it. I'm 21 i should really learn how to think,plan for my future and make wise decisions to make positive impacts in my life. No more lying to myself and running away from problems..no more selfish decisions no more childish thinking. Its time to strive hard for my future and of course after 20 yrs of living and serving the army for 2 yrs it onli makes sense for someone to be well mentally drilled to prepare for any possible rough patches in his life ahead so jia you Kev for i know u can do well in e future...no more a child no more a teenager u r someone who can think and act accordingly to situations.
Once again happy birthday to meee :)
Saturday, June 7, 2008
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11:17 AM
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I love this song i seriously fell in love with it.. 'Take a Bow' by Rihanna
Of course not all relationships do work out in e end but i really hope guys out there please do treat their relationships seriously...cheating on your partner is the worst thing one can ever do so remember this BE FAITHFUL..
Hoo... How 'bout a round of applauseYeah...
Standing ovationOohhhh... yeahYeah yeah yeah yeah...
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on
[Chorus]
And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow
And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Lets hear your speech ohh
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation
[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now
Friday, May 30, 2008
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8:17 PM
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Haha i'm at work now, stoning away as i was the only one left here so why not use some time to blog instead while earning OT :) exactly 6 weeks to end of extended contract. 1.5mths.
This morning i nearly cant open my freaking tired eyes, eyelids were so damn heavy. Blame it on me for sleeping so late last night -_- Had a weird dream anyway but i cant really recall what i dreamt. I hate getting up so early esp on Sat, and esp to work. Sat is supposed to be a day for me or maybe for all of us to recharge after one whole row of 5 hectic working days but for the sake of earning OT i pushed myself bit more because i know i will regret if i don't earn as much as i can. I need money i seriously need ALOT of money.. To satisfy my insatiable desires, no not money minded but i need money for lot of things like pursuing bigger bike,going overseas with friends, scuba diving,thai boxing, leisure,etc etc and e list goes on...Been talking about scuba diving but it seems so distance away i dunno why..and i wanna go different places to hike...i wanna climb mountains...all outdoors activities...all water sports wakeboarding..scuba diving...freefalling..been talking about these things and i hope through uni i could know more friends who are into these activities. I realli realli hope i have not been dreaming all the while i wanna achieve what i want. My 20s i don't wanna waste my youth doing the things what the common herd is doing.
Ha wondering hows uni orientation is like...shd i go or shd i not...i hate playing stupid games and throwing myself into awkward situation just like in JC orientation. LOL. But i hate the idea of starting sch with no clicks. Talking about lectures and tutorials i hope i can adjust my mindset before i start uni if not i will still be the same old me skipping lectures n tutorials during my JC days. No more slack its time to build my own future..no more deceiving myself...no more going against the society and most importantly i got to overcome my stupid mindset.
Sometimes i really don't whats going through those street gang minds..while riding home last night past midnight, there was this group of stupid retarded ppl doing stunts in the middle of the road. I horn them of course but instead of giving way some of them actually challenged me by standing in my way..I was forced to slow down by hard braking and only then they moved away...Idotic delinquents risking their their life tot its so COOL n IMPRESSIVE to display indecent behaviour in the public. Hope they can wake up their ideas.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
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10:43 AM
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Its 30th May 2008...1 more day to go b4 i bid May 2008 goodbye and welcome the brand new June.. Scary to know how time really ticks away...Still remember the first day of work on 28th Jan and now its going to be June. Meaning?? School starting soon still wondering what Uni life has in store for me..QUITE sick of work actually,damn routine and sick of those silly stupid jokes they played on me at times for i seriously find it childish..but things can actually be quite fun sometimes..
Apologised for the previous offensive post for i reflected my thoughts in a fit of anger...someone apparently pissed me off but its alright now.. everything back to normal its ok now..everything's good to go!
Been damn into fitness once again recently :) i was going quite low key on fitness for a period of time back then, and now its time to progress to higher level! I know i wun let myself down man..Never. I can only get better.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
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8:12 AM
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First of all happy mother's day to my mum. Actually to me everyday is mother's day nth special about this day. There is seriously no need to show extra love or trying so damn hard to please yr mum on this particular day and then carry on living the rest of the 364 days with yr mum's care,love and concern taken for granted.
Man i hate this world, so freaking unfair so freaking F up so freaking problematic..Looks like there is no definite ans to every problem u face, and when u do think of yr friend's help oh forget it unless u have those so call blood brothers who promise to be with u through thick n thin. But u see they wun be with u all the time. It only make sense when i say u got to solve all those shit problems by your own fucking self! Prove to yourself u are useful and not useless independent not dependent. There is no shit which cant be solve. OH YA WHAT DID U SAY IS THE ROOT OF ALL PROBLEMS AND UTIMATELY THE EVIL?? ITS MONEY DUDE! Its freaking the money which is creating all kind of shit problems in this freaking world. NO money mouth shut no words and no talk! ANd when u do go broke be prepared be freaking mentally prepared yr girl will leave u for good. Well unless she really do foolishly love u that good anyway thats true love and i will give u my true blessing then. Well this world is so freaking realistic and cruel do get stab real hard at times but i hope u can recover from those wounds and with that u will grow tougher and smarter.
Well Dude its time to pick yourself up and learn to progress on yr own fucking self No one will always be there for u for ppl do get tired at times.. U have got nothing to complain about.This world is like that , its a place full of ppl wearing masks around with a knife under their sleeves. Its a world full of competition where survival of the fittest applies.. JUST Learn to depend on yourself and learn to trust no one but YOURSELF.
Well thats all i can say...take it or leave it
And u are correct DUde FUCK THIS WORLD for its really F up.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
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8:06 PM
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Medical checkup this coming thurs at NTU medical centre. I find it damn redundant for guys for we already have our overall FFI done in army before we ORDed and now come another stupid urine test and chest X-ray. ANother 25 dollars down the drain.... Whats more i don't even know where the damn medical centre is located at...what southspine level B2..not even a freaking small little map for us to ease the burden of locating that med centre. Medical examination well what it means? It means that sch is starting real soon man.. Been away from books and notes for 2 plus years ,seriously i have no idea if i can cope with uni life anot. 4 yrs leh its just like starting from sec 1 to sec 4 damn long!
Went Changi village with my friend yesterday night for supper haha cruise SLE n TPE with my motorbike at a speed of 120km/hr (few seconds of 130pluskm/hr) damn shiok haha anyway higher sure kenna speed camera or tailed by uncle TP.. The feeling is damn shiok while u might say speeding kills but u see onli stupid ppl who speeds at the wrong time get themselves seriously injured or even death. Speed also must speed smartly dude..speed with confidence and not fear.. Ha so after the Supper we went riding around Changi. There were few ah guas or pros loitering around the carpark in Changi village, some of them were trying to near us while we were getting ready to start our bikes haha we started to disturb them by sounding our horn before we sped off LOL .. My friend even pointed his middle finger at them before speeding off thats a hum ji thing to do la LOL damn funny man HAHAHAHAHa..
That trip to Changi Village reminded me of them times i had with my friends there during army. Every night off we would go down to Changi Village and get ourselves a packet of nasi lemak n red tea longan before heading back to our camp and chilling ourselves in the recreation room . We were once King of Changi Village man the red beret warriors damn sometimes i just don't wanna lose the great feeling of being a commando.. The place where we once cheered loudly and sing loudly while we were doing our route march and the shoutings here and there to motivate each other during a hard run was very quiet and dead that particular night. And of course looking at the parade square in e camp really made me think alot..That parade square was the place where i wore my red beret prouldly infront of my parents. The 2 yrs journey has realli put me through lots n lots of emotions.. Tough trainings...punishments...and tat break up which really put me through real shit. But through that i have really toughen alot..
Sooo there are still lot of things that i wanna do like scuba diving la..mountaineering la and of course i wanna learn cooking and stuffs haha.. get myself a bigger cc superbike..go holis trip with my friends..find myself a new romance and alot alot more well life is short so enjoy while u can.. YOuth is very very precious!
Getting my pay this coming 8th ( thurs ) another 1600 into my wallet :)
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