Wednesday, January 2, 2008
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6:10 AM
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School starts today but not for me haha pity my sis got to wake up so early for school while i continued to sleep til 11pm. This feeling is damn shiok! I'm so free and this will continue until i try to find a job in mid jan and yes school will officially starts during August.
Went for circuit revision this evening for the fourth time for i wanted to perfect or at least improve my riding skills before TP next thursday morning but damn it! i wasn't really that satisfy with my performance during the revision. Revision after revision and i kept discovering new mistakes regarding my riding techiques and whats more, after i found a way to correct that particular mistake another new problem just pop out again...Good thing is my riding skill is improving but the bad thing is that my riding skill isn't that really good afterall. Today i did badly in the e brake, i have the tendency to jam my rear brake which actually caused my bike to skid...Bad bad bad!! I don't want to get any point for e brake during TP its so stupid!! And i hate cars!!! Honestly speaking, cars are such a nuisance sometimes and they can actually cause you to fail your TP!
Some drivers are just simply arsehole they won't give way, lane changing like nobody business and like to stop here and there causing obstruction to riders damn inconsiderate... Sometimes i just feel like getting off my bike and drag that fellow out of the car and wallop him up big time!! Stupid cars next time when i got my licence , i really hope my life won't be endangered by reckless drivers on the road.Damn sometimes when a person is unlucky he will really get damn unlucky. The world is unfair! There is no fair competition and if u are the one who runs out of luck , just too bad u got to accept it and wait for a second chance to prove yourself or to achieve what you want. Just too bad if on the TP test day i got a lousy bike with problems here and there god bless me, testers eyes pa jiao thought i commit a mistake which i did not god bless me..The stupid driver infront of me do stupid stunts god bless me.. I just hope i can have some luck on that day. Things are unpredictable , sometimes the more u want that particular stuff the harder it is for you to get it... Life's great it has taught you to work hard for your goals and after going through so much disappointment and failures you will learn how to cherish your fruit of success. On the other hand it sucks.
By the way saw ex LTA Santos at SSDC ha didn't expect him to take up riding haha.. Suddenly it just made me think back about my commando life. I remember how much pain and anguish i went through, all the small small little events which took place and all the defining moments i experienced in the entire 1yr 10mth NS. I remember what my OC told me, 'no one outside understands the kind of hardships we went through but as long as you succeeded in overcoming that particular hardship with sheer will and effort, you will learn to understand and you'll definitely be a better man a stronger man. Its a valuable lesson trust me'. He said this to me when my ex gf left me for another guy. It was the greastest struggle in my life, caught in the midst of tough training and emotional trauma. It was near breaking point. And i overcame it.
Went for circuit revision this evening for the fourth time for i wanted to perfect or at least improve my riding skills before TP next thursday morning but damn it! i wasn't really that satisfy with my performance during the revision. Revision after revision and i kept discovering new mistakes regarding my riding techiques and whats more, after i found a way to correct that particular mistake another new problem just pop out again...Good thing is my riding skill is improving but the bad thing is that my riding skill isn't that really good afterall. Today i did badly in the e brake, i have the tendency to jam my rear brake which actually caused my bike to skid...Bad bad bad!! I don't want to get any point for e brake during TP its so stupid!! And i hate cars!!! Honestly speaking, cars are such a nuisance sometimes and they can actually cause you to fail your TP!
Some drivers are just simply arsehole they won't give way, lane changing like nobody business and like to stop here and there causing obstruction to riders damn inconsiderate... Sometimes i just feel like getting off my bike and drag that fellow out of the car and wallop him up big time!! Stupid cars next time when i got my licence , i really hope my life won't be endangered by reckless drivers on the road.Damn sometimes when a person is unlucky he will really get damn unlucky. The world is unfair! There is no fair competition and if u are the one who runs out of luck , just too bad u got to accept it and wait for a second chance to prove yourself or to achieve what you want. Just too bad if on the TP test day i got a lousy bike with problems here and there god bless me, testers eyes pa jiao thought i commit a mistake which i did not god bless me..The stupid driver infront of me do stupid stunts god bless me.. I just hope i can have some luck on that day. Things are unpredictable , sometimes the more u want that particular stuff the harder it is for you to get it... Life's great it has taught you to work hard for your goals and after going through so much disappointment and failures you will learn how to cherish your fruit of success. On the other hand it sucks.
By the way saw ex LTA Santos at SSDC ha didn't expect him to take up riding haha.. Suddenly it just made me think back about my commando life. I remember how much pain and anguish i went through, all the small small little events which took place and all the defining moments i experienced in the entire 1yr 10mth NS. I remember what my OC told me, 'no one outside understands the kind of hardships we went through but as long as you succeeded in overcoming that particular hardship with sheer will and effort, you will learn to understand and you'll definitely be a better man a stronger man. Its a valuable lesson trust me'. He said this to me when my ex gf left me for another guy. It was the greastest struggle in my life, caught in the midst of tough training and emotional trauma. It was near breaking point. And i overcame it.
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